Author Archives: nikiloadian

the nonsense about words

Nothing should be said. All reality is described by words and all reality is beyond all words. Words just simplify the world out there. Words make connections which are not there and announce scenarios which cannot be real. Words tell … Continue reading

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winter tales… part two….

Sometimes time teaches us something in a different way: Sometimes time tells us that it will be left behind – after a while. Sometimes we cannot see this end being trapped somewhere in the darkness of the hours and days. … Continue reading

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winter tales. part one.

Winter ends all things. All that was alive needs to die. Cold air will fill the lungs and hearts of the ones who still breathe and are left behind. The heartbeats pump the cold blood against the time. A time … Continue reading

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about power

It happens that we end up in arguments or we even find ourselves within a war nobody ever wanted to start. It starts somewhere based on whatever kind of emotional decision or scenario. This first scenario triggers a certain reaction … Continue reading

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some monsters

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when night falls

Everyone moves along paths we did not choose. We start somewhere we never had the chance to think about and we end up on paths the map did not even show at the beginning. There is no map once we … Continue reading

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fading

sometimes a text needs to grow as a picture grows – it starts somewhere and ends elsewhere. Or not. Sometimes it just feels like as something needs to be said but the words are not found yet. It feels like … Continue reading

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a piece of time

Time flows. The flow is not always the same. Some times are more special than others. Sometimes the time just stops. It seems to stop because the mind is not able to deal with all the input at once. The … Continue reading

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the evil thing loneliness does…

there are these times there we find ourselves alone with our thougths. It might take some time until the thoughts develop the idea that they are able to take over. Once they had this nice idea there is nothing left … Continue reading

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24012015

The day before it happend. 4 years ago. A revolution, a resignation, an election… a new president. Then. A conter-revolution (some might call it a military coup), a forced replacement of an elected president, a new non-elected president without parliment. … Continue reading

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