Author Archives: nikiloadian

when night falls

Everyone moves along paths we did not choose. We start somewhere we never had the chance to think about and we end up on paths the map did not even show at the beginning. There is no map once we … Continue reading

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fading

sometimes a text needs to grow as a picture grows – it starts somewhere and ends elsewhere. Or not. Sometimes it just feels like as something needs to be said but the words are not found yet. It feels like … Continue reading

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a piece of time

Time flows. The flow is not always the same. Some times are more special than others. Sometimes the time just stops. It seems to stop because the mind is not able to deal with all the input at once. The … Continue reading

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the evil thing loneliness does…

there are these times there we find ourselves alone with our thougths. It might take some time until the thoughts develop the idea that they are able to take over. Once they had this nice idea there is nothing left … Continue reading

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24012015

The day before it happend. 4 years ago. A revolution, a resignation, an election… a new president. Then. A conter-revolution (some might call it a military coup), a forced replacement of an elected president, a new non-elected president without parliment. … Continue reading

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I am angry

The Devil and me Am i strong because I am not afraid of this creature called “devil” and his favorite place called “hell”? Am I a hero because I don’t care about this idea of ending up in this place? … Continue reading

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this and that… 1st semester project… the Students, Silvia, Mirette and me… GUC

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addiction

filled. up to the neverend. lost. in between. thoughts. circling around the only wish possible. the only wish left. thoughts feeding themselves with the desires they trigger. the trigger is the thought and the thought is the trigger. moving around … Continue reading

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here we are

So here we are. We bring our life along with us, the life we had so far. We shared this life with others and we made decisions which make some people we met more important for us than others. We … Continue reading

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I surrender to the meaninglessness of everything.

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