here we are

So here we are. We bring our life along with us, the life we had so far. We shared this life with others and we made decisions which make some people we met more important for us than others. We also made decisions which had a certain impact onto others life. And other people made decisions which have an impact on our life.

There were moments then everything seemed almost fine and things developed into an overall scenario there it seemed that the time stood still. Decisions were made and nothing left to change. Moments passed. Good ones and bad ones. Shared experience connects.

And then something happens to the universe. There is an impact. A strong one. All knowledge changes at once. All that we thought we would know is from one moment to the other on edge. Sharply on edge. Nothing is as it was. Nothing is left from what we thought is sure. Even we are not anymore what we thought we are. Nothing left.

In between we are. Finding oneself torn apart between old and new, between one world and the other. Rules are not longer valid for us. But valid for everyone who did not feel the impact. Valid for everyone whoms universe is not on edge. A different kind of understanding grows, knowledge that can’t be shared, experience that can’t be told. Alone. Almost.

The impact. Two universes. An outburst of high energy. A singularity of cosmic meaning is created. A new universe grows out of this singularity, exloding into the vacuum the older universe had left, filling the vacuum, changing time and meaning, changing everything.

The astronaut is struggeling. He used to be at home in one universe. But then the singularity changed time and space, changed the astronaut himself, changed how the astronaut looks into the world, how he perceives reality. The astronaut is not alone. Others are affected by the impact. One. You.

The majority is not affected. Nobody can ever see. Can ever know. Can ever share. This experience must be made alone, only shared with one. The new experience is magic, is huge, is all, is what must be shared. But can’t. The new universe needs to be kept hidden. Carefully kept as a secret that shouldn’t be one.

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